well mickey d00d im not in pain by it anymore either, ive accepted this completely and with the words from a book called THE BIBLE i now know that things will be perfect. did u know theres no time differencial in heaven? so even if i live 100 years after she dies that when i meet her there it'll just be a minute of her time. between the members at MMG and MCF and a higher power i now know this is what the plan is for her