i was gonna be the one that didnt give up but it hit me one day i was trying way to hard and it just wasnt worth it anymore cus even if by a miracle we ended up together the same mistakes would be made again. There are many fish in the sea and trust me there are better ones to be caught.

the past few weeks i have realized what i was missing out and how much i was being held back from just going out and having fun

 

good to hear you're enjoying yourself, i sometimes wonder whats holding me up, i never do anything

 

Cool Zach don't look back.

 

i dont really do much during the week. i like to relax during the weekdays but the past few weekends i have been finding alot to do that i normally wouldnt have done. It is pretty fun.

 

Better enjoy it now Zach because once you buy a house all the fun is over. Owning a home is a ton of work and it costs a fortune. Oh ok it's not that terrible.

 

Well im out for the night i might buy a new spray gun tomorrow

 

i am realizing i wont have the extra money that i do now but i think i will still have a little fun money. if not i will work more and probably run an ad and start taking in computers to work on

 

Yeah owning a home is not too bad plus it's yours so your not paying rent and making someone else rich

 

true that is why i will never rent. i dont like that idea. I just feel like it would be a good thing to own a home

the text i got my ex was for all the videos i made of bella her dog when she was just days old and all the pics i took of her. well they have been gone for awhile now she was mad to say the least