There's not much anybody can do. It's all up to me. I'm more angry at zack right now, because of **** that went on last weekend, and now he's back to ignoring me again, and it's like, is there something wrong inside MYSELF that is causing all of this BS?? And if so, what, so I can at least fix it??? I REALLY liked him. I REALLY cared about him... worried about him and his brother (brother was in a bad wreck last saturday) and it's like nothing?? Like, what I want to know is who's bad idea of a joke is this?

 

wow robyn, your just one train wreck after another? you need to make your life more stable, forget about everyone else! just make your self happy!!!

 

You come first Robyn. It's nice you care about other's. But you have totake care of yourself first. THEN, you can love other's.

 

Believe me, I am THE most selfish person you will EVER meet!! My car comes first, THEN me... my point is, if I am your friend before, and your friend after, why the hell can't people just be real and honest with each other?? It's not a trainwreck, it is, that these people are people who I constantly give the benefit of the doubt to, which so isn't like me because normally i'm like whatever eff you dude, but it's like WOW. What the hell did I ever do? Yknow?